this, is my life. plain. simple.

I dont think i can ever or will ever love ANYONE as much as i love my baby boy . <3 He is by far the best thing that has ever happened in my life . (: I love him so much .

It’s so very hard recently , to have the energy or ability to do anything . I’m so depressed lately , most likely have postpartum depression . My grandmother is in the hospital dying of cancer in her brain , ribs , lungs , and liver . I feel like i’m all alone , i can laugh and smile but that doesn’t mean i’m happy , and even if i am , it doesn’t last long . I hate feeling like this . I pretty much ruin everything good for myself and others . I feel like the only thing i have going good for me right now , is my son . I love him with all of my heart . He is the reason why i’m breathing everyday . I don’t know what i would do without him . There are so many things i wish i can put into words and say , but I just don’t know how .. to sum it up , I just wish I could be happy again . /: I wish i can look at life on the bright side . 

Putting a razor blade infront of me is like leaving a recovering drug addict alone in a room full of drugs.

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I AM ONLINE AND I FOLLOW BACK!~

I really am with the love of my life. And I don’t understand our relationship at all. I feel like I can’t live or breathe without him but with him I feel like its killing me. Haha. It really doesn’t make sense. But he makes me happy, mad, upset, every emotion I can get, I get all at once when im with him. He was completes me yet tears me apart at the same time. My love for him scares me because I loved people before but not as strong as this. He keeps me sane yet makes me go completely psychotic.

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